Well the dreaded two week wait has begun.
The hardest part is trying to not think about it. Last night my cramps were the worst they've been following a proceedure. And this morning, I woke up nauseas (which I know it's too soon for morning sickness). I am hoping going away this weekend for our third wedding anniversary will help me keep my mind off of the TWW (good luck with that). My goal is to focus on fun and throw caution to the wind (to some degree). The hardest part will be faking drinking when we're out with friends, lol. Sounds silly but we're not telling people (except a handful that already know for one reason or another) and everyone will be drinking tonight at the bar and Saturday night for my friend's 40th birthday. Tonight I can get away with the excuse, "I'm the designated driver." But tomorrow on the lake and then back at the house I will have to pour faux drinks for me. What's funny is, I'm not even sure why I would need to avoid alcohol, how may people are drunk when they get "knocked up?" My main reason for staying sober is I'm old (38), in terms of baby-making years, and I spent a truckload of money trying to get knocked up.... so I do NOT want to do anything that might negate that goal. Capiche?
I love the calendar...sounds about right. Good luck. We're halfway through the 2ww today. Stay strong and best of luck!
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